I am victim of my random thoughts.They sometimes loose my concentration and sometimes give me new idea and sometimes save me from going into depression.Reason i think, for my random thoughts,my mind always wants to be busy and when i don't give it matters to nourish & to grow, it searches its own raw matrial.

Sometimes these auto-searched raw materials are very negative and sometimes make me tense.But these auto-searched raw material shows my inherent attitude, my real attitude.Yesterday I woke up with patriotic thoughts how to save India from USA dadagiri after reading news "Grains of untruth" in paper day before yesterday.After winding much in this thoughts i tried to come out of it and then i stucked with thoughts of self-improvement.
After some minutes, i asked from myself what i'm doing now?Am I making khyali-pulao only, especially when i do late to get-up on sunday? Why my mind doesn't keep its mouth shut? Why it can't take rest and let me rest? What do should I do? Do I go for meditation or should i employ it in some work? I choosed for second option and got out of the bed to clean house after getting fresh.

But it is not end of story,it is only a part of story how my random thoughts don't allow me to take rest properly on holidays,i'm victim of it.